I'm starting one of my moods again! for that reason I'm not going to be on Instant Messanger as much because I don't want to argue with anyone, esp. my love! its best if i keep my distance from everyone for the time being.
I take everything so God Damn personal! I just want to freakin' Die right now!! ARGHHHHHH!HHHHHHHHH!!! okay i had to get that out!
My Mom is trying to run my freakin' life! i'm freakin' 25 years freakin' old and still have mommy to answer too. I can't hang out with my black friends or my gay friends because of my freakin' mother..and what do i do? Absotutly NOTHING!!! Why Can't I be Freakin better at Telling my lovely mother off, Its partly because of Fear and partly because I still need her in my life and my unconditional love for her.
UGH! I think maybe i need to start on my meds again..I dunno..I feel like Running away!